So Brit Brit has gotten the go ahead to take Small Fry and Tater Tot with her on the upcoming “Circus” tour, so big yay for that. But just while the good news came through, bad news has ensued. Yep. Yikes.

The National Enquirer (who is a reliable source these days) is reporting that Brit Brit has had some personal journals AND video journals stolen…yeah, journals that were written during Britney’s orange-stained-fingers-pink-wiggin’-out-bald-head-shaving-Sam-Lufti days. While I am sure these journal entries were not exactly the most competently penned thoughts, I can bet you some juicy-ness was revealed that would give a better insight to what kind of whack-ness Brit Brit was smokin’.

“Britney is in a panic over the stolen journals and video interviews done during some of the darkest days of her life,” revealed an insider. “She wants desperately to tell her side for her boys. She wants them to know the truth – her truth.”

But the National Enquirer is all about sharing with the world, so here are a few tidbits that were included in the journals.

“Britney writes she has heard voices talking to her for years. She still hears them, and they tell her to run away and hide.”

The real reason Britney shaved her head:
“…She was out of her head at the time and was suffering from delusions. She believed that someone had planted an electronic bug in her hair and couldn’t think of a way to get rid of i except to have her head shaved!”

Britney never intended to divorce Kevin:
“She just wanted to show Kevin who was boss. She still loves Kevin, and she wants her boys to know that.

What really happened the night Britney took her child hostage:
“She was threatening: ‘I’ll kill the kids!’ Out of her mind and wired on the drug methamphetamine, Britney refused to let her visiting sons Sean and Jayden return to Kevin.”

The singer bares her soul:
“Britney wants to have closure and start fresh. Britney’s gift to the boys is her truth.”