Just days before her death, Jade Goody received a special message from the Queen. OK! exclusively has some tidbits from Jade’s diary that bring you into Jade’s mind and heart during her final days.

In her diary, Jade pens, “Jack’s sister Laura came and read out a letter from the Queen’s secretary. ‘I have been instructed to convey the Queen’s warmest good wishes to Jade at what must be a very difficult time for her and her family.’ Laura had written to her asking for her support because she knows how much I love the Queen. ‘The Queen!’ I said. That was so nice.”

Of her latest moments with her sons, Jade writes, “Freddy looked at me and smiled, holding my hand. ‘Why are you so sleepy, Mummy?’ he asked. I opened my mouth to speak. It takes so much effort. ’Because the angels are calling Mummy now,’ I said. ‘I don’t want you to go to heaven,’ he said. ’I am going to stay at my friend Knicknack’s house tonight and I want Nanna to ring me and tell me if you’re Jade Mummy or Jade Heaven.’ When it was time for them to go they both kissed me on the cheek and said goodbye. I said ‘I love you’ to both of them and they both replied: ‘Love you, Mummy.’ I’m so very tired. Just seeing them for a few minutes took all of my energy. I love them so much.”

Awww. How sweet is that. I am sure her boys are missing their mom like crazy. RIP Jade Goody.